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i smile through a thousand tears
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The irony of my life, if not its tragedy, is that I did not understand this until it was too late; only then, as I retraced in memory the vertiginous arc of our affair, and the desperate, terrible brutality of its ending, did I properly come to know what it signified. The tragedy of my life then; the failure to understand the nature of love, until it was too late.

Favourite photographer: Every person who sees the world in a new perspective
Favourite style of art: photomanipulation and high-fashion
Personal Quote: Love, it's a fantasy
Do you ever get that feeling where you don’t want to talk to anybody? You don’t want to smile and you don’t want to fake being happy. But at the same time you don’t know exactly what’s wrong either. There isn’t a way to explain it to someone who doesn’t already understand. If you could want anything in the world it would be to be alone. People have stopped being comforting. At least when you’re alone no one will constantly ask you what is wrong and there isn’t anyone who won’t take ‘I don’t know’ for an answer. You feel the way you do just because. You hope the feeling will pass soon and that you will be able to be yourself again, but until then all you can do is wait.
  • Listening to: Looking In by Mariah Carey
  • Reading: Eat, Pray, Love
  • Watching: The sea, the heavens and the golden ball meet.
  • Playing: With my hair
  • Eating: Ice Cream (though I am lactose intolerant)
  • Drinking: blood

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GabiHroozley Featured By Owner Dec 11, 2010  Hobbyist Photographer
thank for the fav :hug:
CMinuteByMinute Featured By Owner Dec 9, 2010
thanks for the +fav :D
DarkPriestessStock Featured By Owner Dec 9, 2010   Photographer
Thanks 4 the :+fav:
esmeracha-stock Featured By Owner Dec 7, 2010   Photographer
thanks for fav!
zsatherlie Featured By Owner Dec 7, 2010
Oh, i should be the one to be thanking that i saw your beautiful creations! keep up the good work! :D
Fudgee0 Featured By Owner Dec 4, 2010  Hobbyist Photographer
Welcome to DeviantArt! :wave:
zsatherlie Featured By Owner Dec 4, 2010
oh thank you!
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